Jul. 14, 2003

His 22nd Birthday

I just called Adam about 30 minutes ago to wish him a happy birthday. He is 22 today. He said that he would call me either tonight if he doesn't go to the bar, or tomorrow. Things feel weird. Let's just see if he calls. I won't feel at ease until he calls me, or I can see him.

It just makes me mad...any other night he can call me from the bar. Sometimes I just wanna cry.

I guess it doesn't really matter if we stop talking or not...the moving date is quickly approaching. I don't know how to feel...I've had so many good times with him in the past 3 yrs that I've known him. Good times, but he's also broken my heart many times. I wonder if I'll ever talk to him once he moves away. What am I going to do?

missdahling at 3:51 p.m.