Apr. 12, 2003

Convinving Myself not to Care

He got mad at me again the other night for not coming to visit him at 3 in the morning. He was making fun of me saying things like,"Well, I'll let you go since it's sooooooo late."

"Don't you realize that this upsets me? or don't you even care?" is what I asked him.

"Sorry, I'm kinda pissed."

Why would he be mad at me for that? Of course I would have loved to have visited him; but not at 3-4am when all he cares about is having sex with me.

He said,"I wanna be with you tonight."

I was thinking, yeah, tonight, but tomorrow you will forget about me until you feel like getting laid again.

I haven't talked to him since then, and I'm trying not to care. It's not working.

missdahling at 1:26 p.m.