May. 21, 2003
Feelings of Despair
Nothing exciting to write about today (not like there ever is). I went to lunch, my treat, with my mom and Madison. We went to Friendly's in Danville. It's nice going to lunch with my mom.
my dad was supposed to keep a lookout for cars while he was out today. Hopefully this weekend we can car shop some more.
I seriously feel like I have nothing to look forward to. I was looking forward to going to the beach with Pam, but I dont even know if we're going now. I really would liek to find out so that I can ask off of work.
I don't have a boyfriend, not even a guy to hang out with like usual. What is wrong with me? Why is it so hard for me to meet people?