Mar. 25, 2003
Condomless
I am extremely pleased with 'him'. On Sunday night he borrowed Matt's car and came to my house around 1:30 am. It was so nice, just being there with him. We watched a movie and hung out.
The movie was over around 3/3:30 maybe. Towards the end of it we started making out. Things were getting really hot, but for some reason, I just got freaked out. I could not have sex in my house, I was afraid my parents would come to the livingroom or something. I felt bad about it, but whatever.
So, he left around 4am, then I went to bed.
While I was hanging out with him that night, I neglected to study for my psych test. I get that back tomorrow. We will see how poorly I did.
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Not only did I hang out with 'him' on Sunday night, I went to his house last night too.
I didn't smoke nearly as much as I did the previous time I was there. Last night I only smoked like, 2 bowls, with him taking maybe 2 hits from each.
Hm..we basically just hung out, watched tv, and started a movie...we didn't finish watching it though.
We started having sex when someone knocked on the door. He told the person he was sleeping and they left.
At what point this happened, I am not sure, but he could not stay hard. I hope it wasn't anything to do with me. That would be kind of upsetting.
He told me to keep going, so I did. He even took off the condom, thinking that he'd be able to stay hard without it. That was the first time we've ever had sex without a condom. I def. need birth control. I wonder if he'll ever want to have sex without a condom in the future.
After awhile I gve him head and he finished in my mouth.
That was my night.
This morning, I gave him a ride to campus, he got out of the car and told me he'd talk to me on IM. I probably won't get to hang out with him until next week. On Thurs. he leaves for Wisconsin. There, he will be spending the weekend, I think. I wish I could go too.